From A Hybrid Slave to Alpha's Mistress

Alpha Zachary Jose

"Zachary! Wake up." I opened my eyes on my Luna, screaming and whining. She was pregnant, in her first months.

I looked at her pale face and the way she was breathing; her chest going up and down as if her heart was not working! "what's going on? Are you okay?"

She shook her head and breathlessly said while squeezing her belly, "I think, I am losing the baby. Please do something."

I pulled the blanket away, and yes, I noticed the blood dripping from her pussy. I almost whined internally. Aches squeezed my chest. We have been trying for years to make her pregnant. That's not the first miscarriage but the fifth!

I felt sorry for her but me as well. I needed an heir; I needed a child! Sometimes I felt like hating her even, though she didn't do anything wrong. It was fate.

I immediately lifted her between my arms and hurriedly walked out of our room and shouted to my servants, "get me a doctor now and bring me my Beta. She's losing the baby again." Over and over again, that's what I wanted to say but I couldn't hurt her feelings. She was my real mate, we met three years ago when I had turned 18, and since then we have been together. But somehow, not being able to give me a child breaks the mating bond between us.

Even the sex became boring as a mission to breed her! The love dimmed sooner that I'd expected.

Something deep inside my heart pushed me to break the mating bond and find another mate. But I couldn't do that; I was the Alpha, I had to follow the rules not break them. I had to show my Pack that loyalty was important. I had to sacrifice my happiness.

In a few minutes, the doctor was there trying his best to save my Luna and my unborn baby. As I'd expected, everything was gone, and we lost the baby again.

The doctor, in frustration, walked out of the room, not knowing how to tell me the bad news. He lowered his eyes to the floor, "Alpha Zachary, I'm…"

I cut off his words instantly, "you're sorry," I scoffed. I paid the doctor shoulder, "it's okay, don't be. It's fate; my dark fate."

My Beta coughed to make me turn my attention to him; then he whispered into my ears, "I think you need to go out for a while. Why don't you go to the lake house?"

I narrowed my eyes thinking for a while; it was a good suggestion because honestly, at that point, I was so mad and depressed, and I would not be able to confront my Luna. Because I was fed up —

I nodded agreeing and snapped my fingers at my Beta, "that's a good idea, prepare the limousine and get ready, you're coming with me."

He bowed his head respectfully, he was my best friend after all, and he knew me more than anyone else. He knew how much I wanted to find a new love and a new mate.

I walked to my Luna’s room to check on her; she was drowning in her tears. The maids were all around her. I sat next to her in bed; she immediately said in a sobbing tone, "sorry, I'll try again. But please, don't leave me."

I wiped her tears, and I drew a weak smile, "I'd never leave you." I pulled her hand and placed a soft kiss; then I stood up.

She stared at me, confused, "where are you going, Zachary?"

I said with dull facial expressions but in a low voice, "I need to go check on the Pack. For a couple of days. Please take care of yourself."

"But— I need you."

Her words stopped me by the door, and I wanted to be close to her but I couldn't fake my feelings anymore. I was an only and lonely child. I'd dreamed of having a big happy family and a lot of kids but she destroyed my dreams by simply being my mate!

I replied before storming out of the room, "take care of yourself, Luna." I didn't know why I stressed on the word Luna, maybe because I needed to remind myself of the strong bond between us and that I can't leave her until my death!

I didn't imagine that I might find my happiness with that homeless shewolf!

Jenny

As usual, a very fucking day while cooking for my mom and her boyfriend and all the relatives, I had finished and stood there like a maid watching them eat the delicious meat and share jokes. I made sure that none of them were looking at me and sneaked back to the kitchen, where I hid a piece of meat for myself.

As soon as I grabbed a piece, a firm hand pushed me to the floor. It was my mom, my dearest fucking mom who hated me so much and mistreated me. She growled, almost half shifting into her 'shewolf' shape, "what the fuck are you doing? Stealing our food!"

I'd been accepting all this shit because I had nowhere to stay, but I'd had enough. I decided finally to face her, I raised my head and yelled back, not caring if she killed me at that moment, "I'm your fucking daughter, did you know that? Why in the hell are you treating me like trash?"

She raised her brows and said harshly, "because you're trash! Look at yourself; you look like a monster. Dirty and—"

And I cut her off, "you're the reason behind all of my suffering. I look dirty because you throw me like a dog sleeping outside in the cold and in the rain. I look skinny because you only give me the leftovers. I look miserable because you don't buy me clothes! Do you even know that tonight is my birthday? I'm turning 18, mother."

I thought she would feel sorry for me, and her heart might swoon, but instead, she slapped my face, "don't you ever dare to call me mother! You're only a result of a horny night with a bear shifter. You should thank god that you're still living here with me."

I gritted my teeth angrily, and I hoped for the first time in my life to shift into a wolf shape or even a bear to kill her. To show her that I wasn't that weak. But hell, dammit! I couldn't ever shift, and all I had earned for being rude to my mother was her kicking my ass badly.

My mom punched me and kneed me in my stomach. She looked as if she was fighting with her enemy, not her daughter! I crawled on the floor panting, sucking for some air to breathe. She almost smashed my chest. My lungs weren't working or something. But I didn't cry! I suppressed my fears and pain. I dragged my feet until I reached the door, she shouted, "where the fuck are you going, bitch?"

I groaned off my shoulders, "you're the bitch. You're the one who gets horny and fucks any fucking shit. I'm still a virgin. And I'm leaving now and forever." But hell, dammit! That was the worst word ever— And I regretted every word that came out of my mouth.

In a blink of an eye, I was dragged by my hair, back inside the house. Her boyfriend locked the door. All my relatives stood there laughing at me.

My mom smirked, "even though you're so dirty, but I guess it's time to be a bitch like me."

I widened my eyes at her; I had no idea what she was thinking of and it would have never come to my mind what she said after.

I trembled and stuttered, "wwhat do you mean?"

She released my hair from her grip and then switched her eyes between all my male relatives and said, "it's breeding time. Time for them to find a sex toy. Look at them Jenny! All of them are single with no mate. They need to fuck something even if that thing is a dirty, ugly monster like you," she threw the bomb into my face.

And I swear I felt dizzy from the sharp shock! What the hell? How could a mother say any of this and how evil was her mind to give her such a devilish idea!

I tried to stand to my feet, but it was so hard… my mouth was bleeding. I gulped nervously under her deadly gazes, "I'm not going to be breeding toys."

She shook her head and laughed like a witch, "a breeding slave, and I might join them… I would like to taste you as well. Because I'm a whore, remember?"

I blinked, startled by her words; my whole body was shaking uncomfortably when I had seen them coming closer to me, "why are you doing this mother? I'm your daughter. Come back to your senses."

She gritted her teeth and stabbed the floor angrily shouting at me, "your father was bear! He lied to me. He had a mate, but he took my virginity then he disappeared."

I immediately asked her, "then you decided to take revenge on me?!"

She looked at the ceiling for a moment; I thought she would finally have some mercy on me. But instead, she turned her back to me and said to them bluntly, "just fuck her."

I found myself trapped, hands over my legs, my arms, a massive body on top of me. They paralyzed me! But I had to do it. I had to run away — because even my screams would never reach anyone. We lived near the lake; it was close to the borders of the territory of our Pack. It was an isolated place.

An idea came to my mind, a trick, I hoped that it might work, I thundered, "let me take a bath first! At least to satisfy all of you."

They looked at each other, then my mother’s boyfriend nodded and said shamelessly, "okay, go, fast. I'm erected already and on edge to reach my climax."

I stood up, and sure one of them smacked my ass, and another squeezed my boobs while I was walking to the shower room. But they had no idea that my skinny body could jump out of that small window. And yes — I was finally free but homeless… I’ve complained about eating leftovers before, but at that moment I had nothing to eat there except the grass!

Alpha Zachary

Once we reached the lake house, I saw something in the dark near the bushes. I thought it was an enemy or intruder. I walked out of the limo, and my Beta was next to me. "Hey, listen. Something there."

He stepped in front of me, trying to catch that thing and then said, "it's safe! It looks like a tiny animal is…" And he suddenly paused and turned his head to me in a weird look.

I narrowed my eyes, "What is it?"

My Beta ushered me to follow him slowly; I sneaked then I was shocked to see a creature that seemed like a werewolf but tiny on the ground eating grass! With filthy ripped clothes, it looked like he had been living alone for a while.

As an Alpha, that made me worried about my Pack! I Was supposed to take care of all my people. I felt embarrassed by myself that I had been away for a while and didn't know that some of my people were that hungry, miserable, and desperate.

So I placed my hand over that werewolf’s shoulder, and that made him gasp. I gasped as well when I saw the eyes, "what the hell are you?" I asked, quickly shocked and confused. But what made me step back when I noticed the boobs! I cursed loudly, "fuck, dammit! Are you shewolf? Do you belong to that Pack! What are you?" And I guess that humiliated her, hurt her feelings. Her tears streamed down her cheeks immediately as if she had heard those words all her life.

I muttered, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to insult you. It's just…" I frowned and rubbed my chin, then pulled her arms to stand up on her feet. She didn't spit a word. She just sobbed all the time. I patted her head, "calm down. Stop crying. Are you hungry?"

She nodded while lowering her gaze to the floor, oh sure, she didn't want to scare me by her eyes again. Honestly, the color of her eyes didn't scare me; it's just weird to see a shewolf with different colored eyes.

I coughed, "I want to hear your voice, are you hungry?"

She said in a shallow voice, "Yes, I'm starving."

Without even saying that she was starving, that was obvious to the blind. She was eating grass for god sake!

I offered immediately, "okay, you can come and eat in my house."

She raised her head slowly glaring at me then she turned her head away again. I joked trying to break the ice, "I have no intention to eat a piece of you. You can go anytime you want."

She didn't reply, she fiddled with her fingers nervously, but seemed like she agreed. I sighed profoundly feeling sorry for the way she looked; honestly, it broke my heart, and I was already broken after losing my unborn baby.

I pulled her hand, "okay, come with us then."

That made her stiff for a while; I had no idea why it came to my mind that her body reaction was a result of her being abused before.

I gestured to my Beta, "tell her who I am."

My Beta bowed his head royally to me, "he is our Alpha Zachary, the Alpha of our Pack. And I'm the Beta. So it's our duty to take care of and protect our people."

And suddenly she knelt in front of us and started talking in a sobbing tone pleading, "Alpha, please save my life. They abused me. They treated me like a slave and wanted to rape me. My mom hates me because my father is a bear shifter and I have nowhere to go. Please help me."

I pulled her to stand up and cupped her cheeks, "you're under my protection from now on." I snapped my fingers to my Beta, "tell the driver to go now, and you can go too. Come in the morning with new clothes for her." He bowed and left.

I dragged her inside the house, there was no one there already, but servants always cleaned it and stocked it with food, and I had my clothes there too. I turned on the lights; she plastered in her place by the door. I pushed her slightly inside and shut the door behind us. "Please come in. Feel free as if it was your home."

She mumbled, "I have no home."

"It's yours now," I blurted out without hesitation. She looked so lonely and broken. But I owned most of the lands around and a lot of houses everywhere, not just in my Pack. So I meant my words. I gave her that house.

If only I could see her face! She kept hiding her face and her eyes from me all the time. I pulled her hand inside, and I walked to the kitchen, "sit here. I will prepare some food for you, and then we can talk later."

She just nodded mutely and sat on a couch without moving or even raising her head. She kept her eyes on her lap.

I prepared a fast but big meat meal for her immediately. I served it to two plates only for her. Then I said to her, "please eat it all. And if you want more, tell me or go to the kitchen or the fridge and have whatever you want. It's all yours."

She started eating like a pig! It was a disgusting scene, honestly. I walked to my room to check if it was clean or not. Honestly, I had no idea where she would sleep. Because that house was big but not enough, it was designed as one living room, and a huge master room with shower room and bathroom and an open kitchen off the living room and that's it! But after thinking, I thought she might need a real bed and I could sleep on the couch that night.

I stayed in the room for a while because watching her eating like a pig made me feel like throwing up. After half an hour, I walked out of the room to check on her, and there was no noise at all. She was washing the dishes. I raised my hand, "no, leave it there. Don't do anything. You're my guest."

She shook her head without looking at me, "no, sorry, Alpha. But it's so generous of you to offer me food and a place to stay in already. Please let me be your maid. Please."

I crossed my arms over my chest and said firmly to her, "I said, leave the dishes now."

She almost flinched, the dish fell from her hand and shattered into pieces. She bent down to clean the mess. But I placed my hand on her head, "get up now." I almost yelled. She did, I only pointed to the room "go inside that room and take a shower. You can use any of my sleeping clothes. Go now."

She obeyed without rejecting, and I bent down, cleaning the mess instead of her.

Until she came out of the room! I Became speechless! My eyes widened, my heart throbbed quickly in my chest. My tongue tangled inside my mouth as if I lost the ability to speak. What the hell had happened? Who the hell was she?! She looked breathtaking; I had never seen a beauty like her in my entire life!

Alpha Zachary

She shyly pulled a strand of her long blond hair to her ear; I was staring like an idiot at her! I didn’t notice that I had been staring for too long until she coughed and said softly, "Alpha, I didn't find anything I could wear except this shirt. Is that okay?"

I closed my open mouth, and I stood closer to her almost blinded by her shiny white face and her eyes that looked like a sun rising over a blue sea. I felt like a poet who could throw a poem describing her beauty together, and that wasn't me or my personality at all.

Like a magnet her face pulled me in so much that I didn't even look down to her halfnaked body. I placed my hand on her cheeks gently, and said frankly, "how could you be this beautiful? Where were you hiding? Your skin is too smooth and your eyes…"

She cut me off and sighed, "my eyes are ugly."

I pulled her chin up by my finger and smiled at her as if I was enchanted or as if she had thrown a spell on me, "no, your eyes are adorable. I feel like I have known you for a long time! Who are you? What's your story?"

I was totally into her that I forgot who I was! I forgot that I was the Alpha, and I had a Luna. I forgot everything as if I was in the middle of a lovely dream, and I hoped that I would never wake up.

She smiled back at me with her red cheeks, "I'm Jenny, and my story is horrible. If you don't mind not talking about my past life. I ran away from my mother's home, and I intend to start over."

I nodded and hummed, "okay, where? I mean, what's your plan?"

She shrugged her shoulders and walked away as if she was thinking or imagining her future life, "I'm thinking of finding my bear father and move to wherever he is living. So I'm going to stay here only for the night if you don't mind and by the morning I will leave the Pack."

"No!" I said instantly with an aggressive tone as if she was mine! When she had said she intended to leave, I felt as if something wrong was happening with me. I felt stabs and drums in my heart and my stomach!

I shook my head and repeated to her in a stern tone, "no, you're not leaving."

I bet that my words scared her a bit. She stammered, "wwhy? You're not going to lock me up here, right?"

I chuckled a bit, but I was nervous, I admitted. I wanted to lock her in that house, and I had no idea why. In minutes I wanted to help her, and at that moment, I wanted her to be with me forever.

I faked a laugh, and I walked to her then I said while leaning closer to her face, "I mean, why do you need to leave? I can give you everything. I'm the Alpha of the Pack, remember? I must protect you. So you can live in the house, and I will provide you with everything you want."

"But—" she bit her lip zoning out.

I breathed warmly to her face because honestly, I felt like I was going to kiss her pink lips, but I restrained myself at the last moment.

She backed up and gazed at me differently, but nicely, then she nodded, "okay, thank you for the offer. But I need a job. I don't want to be a burden."

I tried to think of anything quickly, but I couldn't, and I wasn't sure. She looked stubborn and might reject and leave at any second. I pulled her arm, and she kept gazing at my hand. I pushed her to the couch "sit; we need to talk a bit. You can stay here, for now, temporarily and take care of the lake house while I'm away until I come back and find a good job for you. Is that okay with you?"

She nodded and giggled lightly, "yes, thank you. So what are we going to talk about?"

I wanted to slap my face, something deep inside me as if it were my wolf pushed me to check her out! So, my eyes spontaneously and sensually moved down to her bare legs. I cleared my throat not able to move my eyes away and asked her all of a sudden, "are you a virgin? I mean—"

I covered my face immediately and stood up in a hurry to calm my dick that out of the blue twitched in my pants.

I changed the subject, "do you want a drink? Tea or juice or beer?"

I looked like a teenager, I mean I was 22 years old but Alpha so — I was a mature malewolf! Yet I acted like a horny erected teenager; that never happened with me ever. That feeling and strong affection even with my Luna! My Luna is supposed to be my mate, then why did I feel such strong passion and longing for this girl?

"Jenny! I think you should go and sleep now," I said in a loud tone as if I was mad at her.

She blinked, confused and stood up walking closer to me, and I swear that I wanted to slam her against the wall and kiss her roughly. I tried to control my body and myself. I just hoped that she could turn her heels and walk to the room and lock it with the key.

But she kept coming closer, and I was losing all controls over my body, my heart, and my mind.

I even reminded myself internally and closed my eyes, 'I do have a mate,' and I repeated that until her tiny fingers touched my back and she suddenly said, "I'm Still a virgin."

Before I could turn my head to look at her, she was by the room door. But before she could close the door, I was inside! I couldn't resist the strong affection. Whatever it was, I was in, and I was going to figure out sooner or later.

Her body scent shit my nose as if my lungs were filled with her adorable smell. In the blink of an eye, I was closing the door behind me. Our eyes were locked on each other. Everything seemed as if we both were living in another world. As if we were alone in that universe. I inhaled and exhaled sharply, and I was barely breathing. She suddenly turned her eyes to the small window and said, "the full moon! I'm turning eighteen. I should meet my mate tonight."

And I howled! She howled! What was that? Do I have two mates? But how? I felt giddy as if I was drunk. I started sniffing her body and pushed her to the bed sniffing in between her legs. I tried to stop my wolf from growling. I wanted to hide what I felt, but she speedily said, "we are mates?!"

Alpha Zachary

I almost stuttered, "mmm, I do have a Luna! I found my mate three years ago when I had turned eighteen."

She said confidently but in a meager voice while closing her legs, "mm, okay, but I'm sure we are mates."

I ran my fingers through my hair trying to process what was happening with me not only with her, and why did I feel such a strong attraction.

That's when my wolf internally said to me, 'she is our mate.'

But how? For god's sake!

I stood trying to stop myself from not going down between her legs and licking her pussy. It was very hard on my wolf and me. We both wanted her badly.

I'd never cheated on my Luna ever before. I'd never felt so either. Just with that tiny homeless hybrid shewolf!

She glared at me then suddenly she mumbled, "go back to your Luna."

She flipped her body and slept on her stomach, ignoring me. I moved my fingers on her smooth legs going up to her ass. I tried to walk away, but immediately I attacked her as prey and leaned to her ass, ripping her underwear.

She squirmed a bit underneath me, "what are you doing?"

And my reply was my tongue licking her ass hole, spreading and stretching her hole with my playful licks and sniffing where I go — and moving down to reach her pussy. My wolf growled immediately.

I flipped her once again on her stomach, and I took off my shirt and pants in seconds saying before spreading her legs, "I don't know what's happening with me. I don't know if we are mates or not. But all I am sure of — is that I want you now and here. So, do you accept me for now?"

She smiled and nodded shyly, "yes, I do."

I had no idea when we were both naked, and I was positioning my dick in her pussy before announcing to her, "I'm going in."

And yes, I shoved my dick in all of a sudden like one penetration mission as a very horny dog can't wait. I knew I was rough, and that made her clutch to the bedsheets and scream from the pain. But I dug my dick more and more indepth and faster.

She screamed and moaned at the same time as if she was in a battle deep inside herself and she couldn't control her breathing nor her heartbeats. Me neither, I was lost, like insanely wanted to stay there for too long and fill every hole of her.

It was so fucking weird but delicious and amazing sensual feeling, and I had never experienced it before. I was lost with her but in the right way.

I pushed harder and faster, "sorry, I'm Kinda rough and aggressive. I know it's your first time. But I have zero control over my body now. Even my wolf wants more," I admitted to her.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer to her, "I feel the same."

I cleared my throat while watching her facial expressions amazingly enjoying every thrust of my dick. I said huskily while showering her neck and the back of her ear with warm kisses, "I need more, I want more." I almost roared, I couldn't stop myself. I couldn't pull my dick out of her. I had no idea what the hell happened to me. As if a ghost possessed me.

Her nails dug into my back, scratching lightly. That turned me on! I hated when my Luna did that but not with Jenny! Fuck! Who the hell was she? Could she be my Luna?

She moved her hands down to my ass and pulled me to her, "hard. Please. I want more. I'm on heat now."

Then that's it! Was she in heat? That explained why I felt so, and I was in the heat too. Then she was my mate. But could I have two mates? I remembered when I met my Luna, she smelled nice, I like her, but I didn't mark her as mine and not even touched her until a month had passed, then I fucked her a year later.

I was confused back then, because finding my mate, meant we both would go into heat immediately, and we could never wait more than four days. But we waited for a year.

I pulled her nipples by my teeth and grazed it gently while smacking her ass by my hand roughly, she smiled and straddled her legs even higher to my waist "fill me, please."

I narrowed my eyes, confused, "fill you? You mean with my dick?"

She bit her lip seductively and whispered into my ear, "I mean— fill me with your cum."

And once she said that I pulled my dick away immediately and splashed my thick hot fluid on her boobs while grunting loudly as if my wolf was growling from ecstatic pleasure. But she seemed annoyed, I moved my fingers to her cheeks and kissed her lips then I pulled her to my chest, "what, you didn't like it?"

She said with a broken sigh, "you didn't cum inside me."

"Mm, about that— it would be weird. I mean, I told you that I have a Luna and I can't make you pregnant. I'm not aiming to breed you," I said honestly, and I didn't want to deceive her or give her high hopes.

She nodded, "okay, I understand but don't you think that you could have two mates?"

It came to my mind. But what she didn't know is that I was sure she was my real mate. I couldn't do anything about that. I'd a mate 'Luna,' and I didn't want to complicate things. Besides, I didn't think that losing my real mate would kill me.

I kissed her softly then I smiled, "let's just be here now and don't think about anything else." She zoned out for a while, and I moved my fingers to her cheeks to make her look at me, "so, you don't want to be with me now?"

"I'm your mate, Alpha. I'm sure," she said confidently annoyed by my ignorance.

I pulled myself up, and I walked to the window, saying, "no, you are not. I do have a mate. We can stop here if you would like. I would never break up with my Luna for your sake."

I knew I was harsh, but I would never break my Luna’s heart ever. Even if she wasn't my real mate. Even if our mating bond was fake. My Luna did her best to make me happy! I was so grateful to be with her.

I came back to my senses when Jenny hugged me from behind, "okay, even if I will be in your life for a short time. I don't mind."

I breathed a sigh of relief and slammed her to the wall in a blink of an eye glaring all over her beautiful face, "Okay, I'm staying here for three nights. Could we enjoy these nights?"

She smiled but honestly as much as she looked happy she was doing that for me, not for her.

We spent three horny nights together, and I admitted I felt like I was on cloud nine that I wondered if I would be able to forget about her and these nights ever.

Jenny

I was confident we were mates, but he had his Luna! He was already married, and I had no chance. Even so, he had no mate — I would still have no chance to be mated to him. He was the Alpha, and who was I? Nothing! I had no idea about myself.

At least, I lived for three days; I would never forget about it. It was more like heaven, a dream I would never expect that it might come true; but it happened.

As soon as he woke up and kissed my forehead saying his goodbyes, it was evident the dream was about to find its end. The aches found its way to my chest; my eyes looked at him for the last time. I made sure to kiss him a very long kiss as if I would never meet him again.

He looked as if he had to go; he looked as if he missed his Luna. He didn't give me a second glance before saying at the door, "my Beta will come every week to give you food, clothes, and money. If you need anything, just ask him," he plainly said, as if we didn't kiss, we didn't make love; as if he didn't touch me or snuggled to my chest.

I felt bare; I felt poorly treated this time even though he didn't abuse me. Even if he was so kind to me. The mating bond he just decided to ignore as if he rejected me made me feel like real trash this time, more than any other moment from my past miserable life.

I smiled and pulled myself together, asking him, "when would I be able to see you again?"

He blew a deep sigh and opened the door and just stated, "I don't think we are going to meet again. But thank you for these amazing nights."

And I felt my heart drop to my feet. I couldn't stand. I thanked God that he had left because I immediately knelt to the floor and cried intensely and heavily. I thought he would at least come back but his words were in a serious tone as if he had made his decision already.

I thought of getting out to the forest and searching for my father. Then, I decided to stay longer; maybe he would come back.

I hopelessly waited for him and days and nights became longer, and the loneliness killed me.

Alpha Zachary

I felt like a fool sinking in her love. The bond between us distracted me. I just decided to go back to my castle and my Luna and stop being selfish and irresponsible. I convinced myself that everything would be fine only by touching my dear Luna. I convinced myself that it was only a fling and nothing more.

I didn't know that by being next to my Luna, I would realize what I didn't ever feel previously, which was — my Luna wasn't the right mate for me. I made a mistake! How the hell had that happened, I had no idea? Maybe because my Luna was so beautiful and we were so close. Perhaps because she seduced me?

Honestly, I hated everything that happened that night. And the next night and after that.

For a whole week, after returning to my castle, I checked on Luna's health. I never usually slept next to her. She instantly snuggled to my chest, "please sleep next to me. You were away for three days already."

I nodded and took off my clothes, "okay, but no touch, no sex. You're still sick." I told her about my condition. I really was worried about her.

She smiled, excited, "okay, just hugs."

I slid my body on the bed next to her, and she started sniffing me, and suddenly she widened her eyes, "what is that smell?"

I asked, "what smell?"

She gazed into my eyes, suspiciously, "another woman’s scent!"

That took me off guard! I trembled, but I covered it immediately with a snort and pulled myself off the bed, "what the fuck are you saying? Have you lost your mind?"

She blurted out, "I'm sorry, maybe I'm just still sick."

I wore my sleeping pants and agreed, turning my back to her, "yes, sure, you're sick. And that's why I'm gonna sleep in another room."

"No, wait, please. I said, I'm sorry."

But I just ignored her. Not because of what she smelled, but because I hated her touch and I hated her body scent. Her beautiful face looked like an ugly monkey to me all of a sudden and all I was able to see was Jenny's cute face.

Days and nights since then became boring, I felt incomplete. Something important in my life I'd missed, and I had to go back and face the truth. I had to face myself. I wanted Jenny.

Before deciding to check on her the next day, a week had passed already and my Luna did her best to tempt me. She sneaked into my room and dropped down her satin robe showing her naked body. "What are you doing?" I’d asked in curiosity but in a bored tone.

She rolled her body to be on top of me and bit her lips, "I want you."

I tried to kiss her! But yuck! I couldn't; she tasted like I was eating rotten meat or a dead body.

I flipped her aside gently, "I'm tired. Let us sleep."

She pulled my hand to her pussy, "please touch me. Please fuck me. What happened to you?"

I wondered too, what the hell happened to me. Was that because of Jenny the miserable shewolf with hybrid identity and weird eyes? Or because my Luna wasn't my real love? Or because our mating bond died already because she wasn't able to get pregnant and carry my child in her womb?

I came back to my senses when the door knocked, I stood up and opened it slightly, "what is it, Beta? It's too late."

He whispered into my ear, "I went to the lake house. And she's not there."

I didn't think that would make me jump into my clothes and dash out of the room and the castle without even looking back or replying to my Luna’s calls. As if I was possessed, losing Jenny scared me though I was the one who left her without giving her promises.

I had to find her, that was the only thing I wanted at that moment.

Jenny

I waited for too long until I decided to do something about that. Being alone again is a deadly feeling to me. I wondered why everyone shunned me? What the hell did I do in my past life to deserve that?

I needed to go back to my mom's house and get some stuff. I didn't have much there, not even clothes. But I had the most and only precious thing to me, a picture for my father. I had to steal it from my mother’s wallet. It was absolutely dangerous.

I waited until midnight, as she’s used to getting laid with her boyfriend at that time. She kept her wallet usually in the living room. So, there was my chance.

I wore my new clothes, which made me look at the mirror for a while. What if my mom and her abuser boyfriend saw me sexy like that? I snapped back to my evil thoughts and put my fears aside and decided to face it. I really needed to go back and search for my father someday. I had to because I had no one else.

I kind of ran for five minutes; the house was close to the lake house but not so much. It was about a 2 miles distance, but no one dared or had the guts to go there. Everyone knew I guess that being by the territory borders was dangerous. I guess everyone acknowledged already that the lake house belonged to the Alpha of our Pack except me.

Yes, I was isolated and working as a maid in my mother’s house, so I didn't get the chance to know anything about our Pack. And I guess no one knew about me living there either. Or maybe they just ignored me because I was nothing but a monster to them who looked weird and ugly.

I sighed and pulled my hair up into a ponytail. Then I used my skills to barge inside the house without using a key. It was risky, but did I have any other choice? They wouldn't welcome me after what I had done and for leaving them. Not obeying them was something unforgivable. They were hurtful and heartless werewolves, I knew them.

I sneaked on my tiptoes in the dark; I tried to find my way in the living room searching for her wallet, which I found there easily. I sighed in relief. I decided to just take it all for now. I needed money too. But before I could reach the door, my eyes were almost blinded by the light that was turned on suddenly, showing my mom's boyfriend in front of me in his wolf shape growling beastly as if he wasn't going to let me go this time.

I didn't know what to do except walk backward and try to hide anywhere. It seemed empty; even my mom wasn't there which was weird; it looked like a trap for me. I forgot that a shewolf mother could smell her daughter. So, I realized that she left me with her boyfriend on purpose. From the way he looked at me, it was clear as crystal that his intentions were bad, he would do anything to rape me at that moment.

I locked my mom's room, I tried to jump out the window, but it was locked. I pulled a chair and tried to smash the windows, but it was too late. He barged inside and attacked me, punching me here and there until I found myself trapped underneath his heavy body, this time helplessly. He kept slapping me until I almost lost consciousness.

I opened my eyes later, and the only god knows how much time I was there and what happened to me. But thankfully, he didn't touch me yet.

He threw cold water on my face and smirked, "so, you're back and look clean and hot. Did you sell your body?"

"What do you want from me?" I asked plainly; I really wanted to end the suffering. I wanted to move forward in my life. I really thought of giving up myself to him to let me go.

He rubbed his chin and moved his hand to my boobs; he didn't take off my clothes yet. I guess he wanted me to react with him. In his dreams!

He moved his hand shamelessly between my legs, "well, I didn't want you in the beginning to be honest but look at you now — I can do anything to be with you."

And I had no idea why I said it so confidently, but I really did, "then break up with my mom, first. And I will be yours."

And dung! He said yes, and guess what? My mom stepped inside at the same moment, and she yelled shockingly, "what the hell?!"

He trembled and looked to her angry face, "baby; I was just—"

And that gave me the chance to loosen my hands from the ropes and run away. They were busy, and my mom stopped him from following me. She was scared to lose the one she loved. She didn't want him to touch me anymore.

She mumbled while I was running, "I'm gonna get back to you later and kill you, Jenny."

I ran and ran until I reached the lake house, and was shocked to find lights on. I was excited and worried at the same time. My hand was bleeding, my lips too.

My clothes were ripped. So, it was obvious that I got into a fight.

And his words echoed in my ears, "where were you, Jenny? I have been waiting for you for too long—" He didn't continue once his eyes locked into mine. He hurriedly pulled me into a strong hug that I longed for. Then he cupped my cheeks while checking my lips, "what happened?"

I gulped nervously; I tried to lie to him. But I guess the mating bond was too strong; I said, "nothing, I stumbled."

He surprised me by his words, "I heard your mind!" he seemed shocked. Me too! But I guess that assured him that we were really mates.

He gazed deeply into my eyes then pulled me to have a seat and knelt down licking the blood from my injured hand, "who did this to you, Jenny?"

I sighed deeply and closed my eyes, "my mom's boyfriend. He abused me."

And dammit! I had no idea that would be Alpha Zachary’s reaction!