

After Leaving Her Ex-Alpha, Luna Pursued Her Freedom
Lavender’s world crumbled when she discovered her husband, Alpha Cedar, had found his fated mate. From that day, Cedar lavished Fern with care and attention, going as far as moving her into the packhouse and marking h...
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Lavender’s world crumbled when she discovered her husband, Alpha Cedar, had found his fated mate. From that day, Cedar lavished Fern with care and attention, going as far as moving her into the packhouse and marking her as his. Lavender, however, was left to bear the brunt of his coldness—enduring the constant arguments, the sharp words, and the relentless humiliation.
Lavender decided it was time to depart. She would reclaim the healerwarrior and pack doctor she used to be, returning to Silverpine Hospital, the place she had once dreamed of working. After secretly training to defy Cedar’s command, she rejected him and walked away from the broken pack, ready to start over.
"Goodbye, Cedar. I'm done."
——
“I can’t keep pretending, Cedar. How can I control myself from touching you when my wolf wants to mate with you?”
Lavender froze at the door—her mate with an omega—in his private study.
Lavender's breath became trapped in her throat. She pressed herself against the wall, her hands trembling as she listened in on the intimate conversation.
“Fern, we’ve been through this,” Cedar replied. “We have to wait for the right time, and I promise you, it will be worth it in the end. Just be patient a little while longer.”
“Don’t you want to mate with me? To claim me as your own?” Fern’s voice became heavy with desire.
“Of course, I want to mate with you, Fern. I always have.”
Lavender clutched her chest as Cedar confessed to Fern. She felt like vomiting as her head spun. She was seeking the truth, wasn’t she? And now it seemed like she had found it in the most unexpected way possible.
“Then make love to me. Prove that you want me and you can’t live without me,” Fern whispered.
“Fern, we can’t. My wife will feel it. When she feels the pain, it will only confirm her suspicion about us, and that means trouble for my pack."
"She won't. Your wife may be fast asleep, and we only need a few minutes to show each other how we feel," Fern reasoned out, pouting her lips in a seductive manner.
Lavender’s eyes widened as Fern kissed Cedar hungrily. The bastards parted after a few minutes, and Fern whispered to his mouth, saying, "I need to feel your touch, your passion, even just for a moment."
Her wolf howled in rage, and tears pricked her eyes as she clenched her fists. The bond between her and Cedar thrummed painfully, confirming what her heart had feared all along.
Lavender stepped back from the door, her breathing uneven. And as she dragged herself away from the office, a different kind of pain hit her whole body.
“Ah!”
It felt like her internal organs were being twisted in a vice grip, causing her to stumble and fall to her knees. It lasted for a couple of minutes before the pain finally subsided, leaving her gasping for air and trembling.
She stared back at the office with her eyes red. “I’ll leave you, Cedar. And I’m not going back to you even if you beg with your life.”
—
Lavender knew that something wasn’t right at the mating ball days ago.
Moving through the crowd, she noticed the way Cedar’s eyes flickered to the far side of the room. There, a woman with golden curls and blue eyes stood quietly, watching him. Lavender’s heart skipped a beat, and her wolf growled low in her chest.
“Who is she?” Lavender asked as she stepped up beside Cedar, her voice tight.
Cedar’s smile faltered. “Her name is Fern Everly. She’s Beta Flint’s mate.”
Lavender’s pulse quickened. “But she’s not with him?”
Cedar’s response was too quick. “It’s complicated. Flint hasn’t fully accepted her yet. I’m just helping.”
Lavender’s wolf bristled. The answer felt rehearsed, the excuse thin. “And you can’t stop looking at her?” she pressed.
His smile was forced. “Trust me, Lavender. I’m doing this for the good of the pack.”
She nodded, but that night, she already knew that she had already lost her husband.
Lavender decided it was time to depart. She would reclaim the healerwarrior and pack doctor she used to be, returning to Silverpine Hospital, the place she had once dreamed of working.
"Finally, my dear niece. You've come to your senses." Dr. Dahlia Fields greeted her with a warm smile, pulling her into a tight hug. “So are you ready?”
Lavender managed a small smile. “I’m ready now, Aunt Dahlia. I want to work here, learn, and start over.”
Dahlia’s gaze softened. “You’ve come to the right place. But you should know, working at Silverpine isn’t just about tending to wounds and mixing potions. You’ll start with field training, visiting remote werewolf villages and dangerous territories. Rogues often lurk in those areas. It’s not for the faint of heart.”
Silverpine was more than a medical facility; it was a safe house for werewolves across the continent. Renowned for its advanced healing course, Silverpine was the ideal destination for aspiring healer wolves, drawing patients and students from distant territories. This was where Lavender would rebuild her life.
“I’m not afraid,” Lavender said, even raising her head a little higher. “I need this, Aunt Dahlia. I need to reclaim who I was before everything.”
Her aunt studied her for a moment, then nodded. “All right. Let’s get you started.”
As Lavender filled out the application form, her mind wandered to memories she had tried to bury. It had been years since Alpha Cedar had proposed to her during a sparring session.
Cedar had been 27 at the time, already feeling the burden of his age and the growing impatience of not having met his fated mate.
As an Alpha, the pressure to find his destined partner was immense, with whispers in the pack questioning why fate had not yet blessed him. Lavender, on the other hand, had been just twenty, young, and eager to prove herself.
Cedar had admired her strength and resilience, seeing in her a partner who could stand by his side and complement his leadership.
“You’re my chosen mate,” he had said, gripping her hands tightly. “Even if my true mate comes along, I’ll reject her. You’re all I need, Lavender.”
She’d believed him. Believed in their bond. And when they marked each other that day, she thought their future was set in stone. But fate had a cruel way of intervening, shattering the life she had built.
“Cedar won’t let you go,” Dahlia’s voice broke through her thoughts, bringing her back to the present. “You know how possessive Alphas can be. He’ll try to stop you.”
Lavender’s jaw tightened, her grip on the pen firm. “That’s why I’m asking for your help. Train me to become a true healer wolf. I want to be strong enough to reject him officially, without needing his consent.”
Dahlia’s eyes widened slightly, then she smiled. “You’ve made up your mind, haven’t you? Very well. I’ll help you. But it won’t be easy, Lavender. You’ll need to pour your heart and soul into this.”
“I’ve already lost everything,” Lavender said quietly, looking down at the accomplished form in her hand. “There’s nothing left to lose. Except myself. And I won’t let that happen.”
Her aunt nodded, placing a hand on Lavender’s shoulder. “Then let’s get to work.”
When Lavender got home, the maids were cleaning when she saw Cedar. The sight of Cedar looking toward the kitchen, where Fern was assisting with cleanup, made her stomach turn. The soft smile on his lips, the way his eyes lingered—it twisted the knife already lodged in her heart.
“We need to talk,” Lavender said, stepping into his line of sight and blocking his view of the kitchen.
Cedar hesitated but nodded. “Let’s go to my office.”
Inside, the tension was thick. Cedar gestured to the chair, but Lavender remained standing. “Who is Fern to you?” she demanded, her voice sharp.
Cedar sighed, rubbing his temples. “I’ve told you, it’s complicated. I’m helping Flint.”
“Then why isn’t she with him?” Lavender’s voice trembled with restrained fury. “Why is she here, where you can’t stop looking at her?”
Cedar’s frustration flared. “You’re imagining things, Lav. Trust me.”
The words stung. Trust me. The same words that once reassured her now felt empty and hollow.
You are a liar, Cedar! She screamed inwardly.
But then, after her application was approved and she completed her healing training, she would reject him and walk away.
Lavender stood on the balcony. Below, she caught glimpses of Fern laughing with some girls. Her eyes thinned, noticing the fresh mark sitting above the blonde girl’s collarbone.
It was an Alpha's mark, and the bitch was flaunting it like a badge of honor.
Her knees weakened to the point that she had to lean against the railing for support. A few days ago, Cedar was fiercely denying it, but now Fern was flaunting it as if she had won a prize.
She used her extraordinary hearing to eavesdrop on their conversation, picking up snippets of Fern boasting about her mark.
"I'm so happy, girls," Fern was saying. "Finally, Alpha Cedar will introduce me as his mate. You all have to congratulate me when it happens."
"Oh wow. We're pleased for you!" one of the girls replied, feigning excitement. "But what's Luna's reaction regarding this? Did she get mad or upset about it?"
Fern paused. And as though she had sensed Lavender listening in, she turned and looked up at the balcony with a smirk. "Oh, don't worry about Luna," Fern said confidently. "She knows her place now."
The nerve of this girl to say those words about her. She wondered if Cedar knew that behind that seemingly innocent facade, Fern was actually quite cunning and manipulative.
Just last night, Cedar had the little bitch occupied in one of the quarters on their floor. She refrained from questioning him when he relocated to that dreadful room, not even when she detected the muffled sounds of pleasure emanating from it. After all, she had decided to leave him for good, to give him the freedom he seemed to desire.
A cough interrupted her thoughts, and she turned sharply to see Cedar standing by the doorframe. The man she had loved for so long was now a stranger she barely recognized.
"I need to talk to you," he said.
"I don't think we have anything to say," Lavender replied. She could feel her wolf’s low growl vibrating in her chest.
His expression softened, but only slightly. "I know this isn’t easy, but I need you to understand. This is the way it has to be."
Lavender’s eyes narrowed. "And why is that? Because Fern is your true mate? Because I was never enough for you?"
Cedar flinched but quickly masked it with a deep breath. "You are enough, Lavender. But this isn’t just about us. It’s about the pack, the future of Shadowpelt. Fern and I have a bond that can’t be denied. She's my fated mate, the one the moon goddess has paired me with, so I have to honor that connection."
She gulped down the lump in her throat. "So what now? You plan on making her your Luna, replacing me like I was never even here?"
Cedar hesitated, seemingly taken aback by the question. "I want us to stay united. I’m asking you to accept her, Lavender."
His words only ignited the fire in her chest. "And what if I don’t accept it? What if I refuse to bow down to your decisions?"
Cedar’s eyes darkened. "You don’t have a choice. I’m the alpha. You’ll do as I say, like everyone else in this pack."
Lavender felt her anger boiling in her veins as his alpha aura crashed over her. It was a suffocating presence that demanded submission, and even though she was his Luna, she couldn't resist the command.
"I refuse to do it," she uttered through clenched teeth. "I won’t let you do this to me, Cedar. You know I'll die in pain if you continue to sleep with her!"
"Then you leave me no choice." Cedar’s voice was cold now, distant. "I’ve made arrangements. You’ll have to participate in the bonding ritual."
Lavender blinked, confusion sweeping over her. "The bonding ritual? What are you—"
But Cedar didn’t give her a chance to finish. "I’ll be bonded to both of you. You, Fern, and I. That's the sole method to resolve this issue and maintain harmony."
Her stomach twisted at the thought. A ritual. Bonded to them both. To him and Fern, in a union that felt more like a trap than a choice.
"You can’t be serious," Lavender chuckled, but stinging tears were streaming down her face. "You want me to accept this, to accept her?"
Cedar stepped closer, gripping her wrist. "I don’t want this either, but it’s what we must do for the pack. The bond, the ritual—it will help you understand. It will help you heal with the wounds brought by Fern mating with me."
"I don’t need healing," she spat, pulling her arm from him. She was aware that Fern was watching from a distance and amused by the argument happening. "I need freedom. And I need to be rid of this pain."
Cedar's gaze hardened once more, the alpha within him emerging as his eyes flickered to his wolf's amber ones. "This is the only way forward. Do not make this harder than it has to be."
Before she could respond, he turned and left. Lavender stood there, shaking.
How could she accept it? He was offering her nothing but chains that had once been a symbol of their love.
—
That night, as she lay in bed, the sound of footsteps outside her room jolted her from her thoughts. She opened the door to find Fern standing there.
"I thought we should talk," Fern said in a sweet face and voice.
Lavender’s wolf growled. This woman, this interloper, would not take her place in Cedar’s life.
"Talk?" Lavender echoed, raising her brow. "About what?"
"About how you’re going to make this work. About how you’re going to let Cedar and me be happy."
A wave of disgust washed over Lavender. She could feel the sharp edge of Fern’s words.
"You’ll never replace me," Lavender said firmly.
"Oh, Luna. I already have." Fern whispered in her ear.
Lavender sat on the edge of her bed, her hands trembling as she stared at the small bundle of herbs Dr. Dahlia had left for her. The healer had been a quiet but constant ally in her journey, teaching her how to harness the power that had always been within her, but she hadn’t known how to use it.
She’d spent hours training with Dahlia in secret, learning how to call upon her healing abilities in new ways. At first, she’d only been able to mend small cuts and bruises, but now, her powers were growing stronger—strong enough, she hoped, to finally break free from Cedar’s hold.
The thought of the bonding ritual Cedar had proposed made her stomach turn. She couldn't go through with it. She wouldn’t.
Her mind wandered back to the day Cedar had told her about Fern being his true mate. The coldness in his eyes when he said it, the way he tried to justify his betrayal, still stung. He had promised her that they would reject their fated mates. And now he was asking her to accept Fern as part of their bond, as if nothing had ever happened.
Her wolf growled low in her chest at the thought. Cedar’s commands still held power over her, but Lavender could feel it slipping, like the first cracks in an old stone wall. She was changing, becoming stronger, and there was nothing he could do to stop it.
Lavender closed her eyes, taking a deep breath. The soft whisper of her healing powers hummed through her body. She was more than just his mate. She was a healer, a special kind of werewolf with unique abilities. One of those abilities was the power to break free from the control of an alpha, to reject him without him needing acceptance for it to become effective.
Later that day, Lavender found herself in the pack’s garden, the quiet space offering her a brief escape from the chaos of the packhouse. She had become familiar with the garden, especially the small alcove where she often went to meditate and practice her healing. Today, though, she was not alone.
Dr. Dahlia was there, waiting by a patch of lavender plants that had been her namesake. The healer had a calm look on her face, as if she had been expecting Lavender all along.
"You’re growing stronger," Dr. Dahlia said. "But you still have much to learn, Lavender. Your power is not just about healing others—it’s about healing yourself. You must understand that before you can truly reject Cedar."
Lavender nodded, though her heart was heavy with doubt. "But how can I heal myself? Especially since the bruises of infidelity are harder to mend than physical wounds?"
Dr. Dahlia took a step closer. "You must trust your power. Trust that your bond with Cedar was never meant to be permanent. And then reject him."
Hope sparked inside her, though she was still afraid. Could it really be that simple? Could she truly reject Cedar after everything they had been through?
"But what about the pack?" Lavender asked. "What about everything Cedar said? If I reject him, it’ll destroy everything. The pack that he had united for the greater good will fall. He always says, I'm the heart of his pack, and without me, they will crumble."
The healer shook her head gently. "The pack will adjust. It’s not your responsibility to keep everything together. You were never meant to carry that burden alone."
Lavender inhaled deeply. She had spent so long thinking she had to fix everything that she had to stay by Cedar’s side for the sake of the pack. But now it was clear. Cedar was only after the welfare of the pack. And not her.
Cedar had only been drawn to what she could contribute, not to what she truly needed.
How come she realized this now, after all this time?
Dr. Dahlia smiled as if reading her thoughts. "I know this isn’t easy, but I believe in you, child. Do this for yourself. For your future and for your own happiness."
Lavender clenched her fists, feeling her healing power pulse through her veins. "I won’t let him control me anymore."
The healer’s gaze softened, and she placed a hand on Lavender’s shoulder. "When you are ready, you will have the strength to reject him.Your wolf will have the strength to challenge the alpha's dominance and stand independently."
Lavender stood tall. She could do this. She would do this.
That night, as she lay in her bed, her mind was clearer than it had been in weeks. Cedar’s presence in her life, his power over her, no longer felt as absolute.
Tomorrow, she will train harder. Tomorrow, she will take a step closer to achieving her freedom. And when the time came, she would reject him with all the strength she had.
Lavender stood in front of the mirror, staring hard at her reflection. The woman who looked back seemed familiar yet different. Her eyes held a fire she hadn’t noticed before. But underneath that strength was the same aching wound Cedar had carved into her heart the day he brought Fern into their lives.
Every day felt heavier than the last. Fern’s presence in the packhouse was like a thorn lodged deep, impossible to ignore.
Lavender’s mind wandered to the mornings she could barely face. She remembered standing in the doorway of the kitchen, watching Cedar move around, preparing breakfast for Fern. He never used to cook, not even for her. She watched as they shared quiet laughter over plates of food, their heads leaning close together like they were the only two people in the world. Afterward, Cedar would leave for patrols with his warriors, never once looking back at her.
The nights were worse. Cedar’s side of the bed was cold and empty more often than not. Fern’s constant demands had stolen him away, her wolf insisting she could only rest when Cedar was close. Lavender learned to shut her ears to the noise that spilled from the guest room—moans, whispers, the creak of the bed frame. She buried her face in her pillow, forcing herself to pretend it wasn’t happening.
But pretending didn’t stop the pain.
One morning, desperate for fresh air, Lavender walked into the garden. The crisp scent of flowers did little to soothe her as her eyes caught sight of Fern, surrounded by a group of women, giggling and chatting as the bitch held a pregnancy test in her hand.
Lavender’s stomach twisted, and her feet faltered. Before they could notice her, she turned to leave, but Fern's voice rang out, bright and sickly sweet.
“Luna Lavender! Wait!”
Her heart sank as Fern ran toward her, waving the test in the air. Lavender stopped, her body stiff as Fern approached.
“Look!” Fern said, shoving the test in Lavender’s face. Two bright lines stared back at her, sealing her heartbreak. “I’m pregnant!”
Lavender forced a smile, though her chest burned. “Congratulations."
But Fern wasn’t satisfied. Her lips curled into a smirk. “It’s funny, isn’t it? Cedar and I have only been together for a little while, and already the Moon Goddess has blessed us. Meanwhile, you and Cedar…” She tilted her head, feigning innocence. “Oh, I forgot—you’re not real mates. Of course, you’d never have a child.”
Lavender’s hands trembled, but she dug her nails into her palms to keep calm. "Enjoy your moment, Fern," she said evenly, turning her heel. “I have things to do.”
But her retreat only seemed to fuel Fern’s irritation. “Walking away, huh? Is that all you can do?”
Before Lavender could react, Fern shoved her hard from behind. She stumbled, her feet slipping on the wet stones, and fell into the fountain. The cold water shocked her system, but the humiliation burned hotter.
Fern laughed. “Oops,” she said mockingly, crossing her arms. “Careful, Luna. Don’t slip.”
Lavender stood slowly, water dripping from her hair and clothes, her wolf roaring with fury. She stepped out of the fountain, her anger radiating off her in waves. “You really don't want to stop, do you, Fern?" Lavender growled.
Fern rolled her eyes, but before she could speak, Lavender’s hand snapped out. The sound of the slap echoed through the garden. The girls behind them gasped in shock as Fern stumbled back, a red mark already forming on her cheek.
The smugness vanished from Fern’s face, replaced by shock and rage. But before Fern could utter another word, Cedar's voice pierced the atmosphere with a sharp edge.
“What the hell is going on here?”
Lavender turned to see him striding toward them, his eyes wide with confusion and anger. Fern immediately crumpled, tears spilling down her cheeks as she clutched her stomach.
“Cedar!” she cried. “Lavender hurt me! I only told her I was pregnant, and she slapped me!”
Cedar froze. His gaze darted to Fern’s tearstreaked face, then to Lavender, still dripping wet and glaring at Fern. The word "pregnant" struck him sharply, causing his expression to shift from shock to fury.
“Is it true?” he demanded. “Did you hit her?”
“She pushed me first,” Lavender said quietly, her voice tight. “I—”
But Cedar didn’t let her finish. His hand grabbed her arm roughly, dragging her toward the house. “How could you? How could you hurt her? She’s carrying my child!”
Lavender’s heart twisted at his words, but she said nothing. She didn’t resist as he pulled her into their bedroom and slammed the door shut.
“You’re cruel,” he hissed, his face inches from hers. “You’re so bitter and jealous, you’d hurt an innocent woman? A pregnant woman?”
"She did it on purpose, Cedar. I was avoiding her, but she cornered me and started the fight!"
Cedar’s anger boiled over. He slapped her, the sting sharp against her cheek. Then again, and again. Each blow shattered something inside her, but she didn’t cry, didn’t flinch. She accepted the pain, earning it to kill the remaining love she had for him. Even as the room began to spin, she didn't fight back.
When he was done, he stood there, breathing hard, his eyes filled with disgust. “You’re evil. I'm regretting that day I met you. You're not the woman I fell in love with."
Lavender didn’t respond. She only stared at him, letting the hatred in her heart grow stronger.
Lavender stood still as the white smoke swirled around her, thick and otherworldly. It carried the faint scent of herbs and moonlight, wrapping her in its embrace. She closed her eyes, her senses heightened, her heart beating steadily. The air felt alive, humming with power, as if the forest itself were watching, waiting for her transformation.
Her skin prickled, a tingling sensation spreading from her fingertips to her toes. She felt every breath, every heartbeat, as if they were magnified a hundredfold.
For so long, Lavender had carried the weight of rejection, betrayal, and loneliness. The memories of Cedar's betrayal flared in her mind—the cold nights she had endured, the mocking laughter of Fern that cut deeper than any physical wound. Those memories had been chains, binding her to a life she no longer wanted, but tonight, those chains were breaking.
Without warning, a sharp gust cut through the haze, and she sensed movement. Dahlia’s attack came swift and precise, but Lavender’s instincts kicked in. Her body twisted, narrowly dodging the healer’s strike even as her eyes remained closed. The sound of Dahlia’s movements echoed in her mind, guiding her as though she could see with her ears.
Dahlia lunged again, and this time Lavender wasn’t fast enough. Pain seared across her arms and legs as Dahlia’s claws cut into her skin. Lavender gasped. For a moment, doubt crept in. Was she truly ready?
Could she overcome everything that had been holding her back? But before panic could take hold, she placed her hands over the wounds, her palms glowing faintly. Warmth spread from her touch, and in moments, the cuts closed, leaving no trace behind.
She stared at her healed skin, the glow fading as quickly as it had appeared. This was her power. Not borrowed, not given by anyone else. It was hers.
A calm certainty washed over her as she opened her eyes. The bruises Cedar had left on her heart—his lies, his betrayal—no longer held power over her. She felt lighter, as if she had shed a heavy coat she hadn’t realized she was wearing. Her breaths came easier, her steps steadier.
Then it happened. Her senses sharpened beyond anything she’d ever known. The forest came alive around her, every sound and movement suddenly crystal clear. She could hear voices, distant but distinct, from the farthest reaches of the pack’s territory.
Lavender turned to Dahlia. For a moment, she was stunned. She didn’t just see the healer; she felt her. Thoughts swirled in Dahlia’s mind, and Lavender could hear them as clearly as spoken words.
She’s done it. She’s truly embraced her destiny.
A gasp escaped Lavender’s lips. She could read minds now and see into the hearts of others. The intimacy of it was startling, yet it felt right, as if this was always meant to be part of her. Tears welled in her eyes, not from sorrow but pure joy.
“I did it,” she whispered. “I’m free.”
Dahlia stepped forward, pulling her into a warm embrace. “You’re a newborn healer,” she said, rubbing her niece's back. "I know you will do great things with this gift."
Lavender tightly held onto her, allowing the tears to flow freely. For the first time in years, she felt whole, unbroken, and ready to step into the life she was always meant to live. But as the embrace ended, she looked down at her hands, trembling slightly, and felt the weight of her new reality settle over her. This was a rebirth, yes, but it was also the beginning of a new battle.
The voices in the distance still called to her. She could hear the laughter of the pups near the packhouse and the quiet murmurs of elders deep in conversation.
But she could also hear the simmering discontent of others, those who doubted her worth, who whispered about her in the shadows.
Lavender froze as a new voice drifted into her mind. Her chest tightened when she recognized Fern’s sharp, cutting tone. But it wasn’t Cedar she was talking to. The other voice was unfamiliar. Deep, steady, and cold. Lavender focused harder, sharpening her senses more as the conversation went on, like she was standing right there with them.
“You’ve got everything ready, right? I don’t want anyone catching wind of this before we make our move.”
“It’s all set. By tomorrow night, the pack’s defenses will crumble. They won’t know what hit them.”
"Good. Cedar and his precious Shadowpelt Pack have ruled long enough. When he’s out of the way, they’ll have no choice but to follow me.”
“What about his Luna? She might be more trouble than you think. The pack might rally around her if she gets in the way.”
“Lavender? Don’t make me laugh. She’s pathetic. Cedar’s barely holding onto her as it is. She’ll stay in the background like she always does. She doesn’t have the guts to fight back.”
“Still, if she gets involved—”
“Then deal with her. Make it clean, make it quiet. Nobody will miss her. By the time anyone notices, I’ll be in charge, and you’ll have what I promised.”
“You’d better make good on those promises, Fern. I’m not sticking my neck out for nothing.”
“Don’t worry. Once Cedar and his loyalists are gone, the pack’s resources will be mine—and yours.”
Lavender’s hands trembled as the conversation ended, her heart pounding so loudly it felt like it might burst from her chest. She struggled to process what she had just heard. Fern wasn’t just bitter or cruel. She was a traitor. She wanted to destroy the pack, to take everything Cedar had built, and she was willing to spill blood to do it.
The cold, calculated way Fern spoke made Lavender’s stomach turn. It wasn’t just about Cedar anymore. Fern’s betrayal could destroy the entire pack, and she had no idea who this outsider was or how far his reach extended.
“Lavender,” Dahlia said gently, stepping closer. Her steady hand rested on Lavender’s arm, grounding her. “What’s wrong?”
Lavender blinked and turned to Dahlia. “Fern is planning to attack the pack. She’s working with someone. An outsider. They’re going to take down Cedar and everyone who stands in their way.”
Dahlia’s expression darkened. “Did you hear exactly what they said?”
Lavender nodded. “She wants Cedar dead. She thinks I’m too weak to do anything about it. She told him—” Her voice broke for a moment, anger and hurt mingling. “She told him to kill me too if I get in the way.”
Lavender rushed to her bedroom. The moment the door closed behind her, she grabbed her laptop and opened it. If Fern was planning something so catastrophic, there had to be breadcrumbs somewhere. The pack might have been good at keeping their secrets from humans, but blending into the human world meant there were always traces—social media, school records, photos.
Her fingers swiftly navigated the keyboard, inputting Fern Everly. At first, it was the usual: her basic information, school records showing she had graduated from a prestigious private academy, and a publicfacing job profile that boasted of her involvement in charity events and community outreach.
Lavender scoffed. “Of course, you look perfect on paper.”
Then she clicked on Fern’s social media accounts. What she saw painted a very different picture. Fern was active across multiple platforms, her pages filled with glamorous selfies, group photos, and snapshots of her at extravagant parties. She was a social butterfly, always surrounded by people, always the center of attention.
The posts were curated, of course—everything perfectly polished—but Lavender had learned to read between the lines. In one photo, Fern clinked glasses with a group of equally glamorous friends, the caption reading: To another victory! Lavender frowned. What kind of victory?
As she dug deeper, a particular post caught her eye. It was a picture of Fern in a dimly lit bar, leaning into a man whose face was partly obscured. Her head was thrown back in laughter, a drink in hand, while the man’s arm wrapped around her waist. In another shot, she was seated on his lap, her fingers playfully resting on his chest.
There was a video attached to the post. Lavender clicked it as her hands trembled. The audio was muffled, but the man’s voice was unmistakable—the same cold, deep tone she’d heard in her mind during their conversation.
“That’s him,” Lavender whispered.
She paused the video, her eyes narrowing as she studied the man’s face. He was rugged, with sharp features. Something about him felt dangerous, predatory.
With a sinking feeling, Lavender went back to Fern’s friends list, scrolling quickly. There he was. His name was Kane Blackthorn, and his profile wasn’t private. Lavender clicked on it and felt her stomach drop. Kane was a werewolf too, and according to his profile, he was from the Bloodfang Pack.
The Bloodfang Pack.
Her breath stopped. Cedar’s father had crushed the Bloodfang Pack in a brutal battle years ago, driving most of them out of the territory and scattering the survivors. They had been enemies of the Shadowpelt Pack for decades.
Fern wasn’t just working with an outsider. She was working with a sworn enemy.
Lavender’s hands trembled as she saved every photo, video, and post she could find. She transferred everything to a flash drive, knowing she needed proof to confront Cedar.
With her evidence secured, she didn’t waste another second. She stormed out of her room and headed straight for Cedar’s office.
The door was slightly ajar, and she pushed it open without knocking. Cedar was sitting behind his desk, papers scattered everywhere, his brow furrowed as he went over pack logistics.
“Cedar,” Lavender began.
He didn’t look up. “Not now, Lavender. I’m busy.”
“This is important,” she said, stepping closer.
Cedar finally raised his head. “I said, not now. Whatever it is, it can wait.”
“It can’t,” Lavender insisted. “Fern is planning something dangerous. She’s working with someone from the Bloodfang Pack.”
At the mention of Fern’s name, Cedar’s expression hardened. “Don’t start this again.”
“I have proof,” Lavender pressed, holding up the flash drive. “Photos, videos—everything. Fern and this man, Kane, they’re plotting against you, against the entire pack!”
Cedar’s chair scraped loudly against the floor as he stood. “Enough!” he barked. I won’t listen to you slander Fern. She’s been nothing but loyal to this pack.”
“She’s lying to you!” Lavender shouted back. “She doesn’t care about this pack. She’s trying to destroy it!”
Cedar’s eyes flashed with anger. “One more word against her, and I’ll have you locked up for insubordination. Do you understand me?”
Lavender stared at him. He didn’t believe her. Worse, he was so blinded by whatever spell Fern had cast over him that he refused to even look at the evidence.
Tears burned her eyes, but she refused to let them fall. Without another word, she turned and stormed out of the office.
How could he be so blind? How could he threaten her when all she was trying to do was protect the pack?
As she paced the hallway, trying to calm her racing thoughts, one name came to mind: Flint. The Beta was loyal to the pack above all else. If anyone would listen to her, it would be him.
Without hesitation, she made her way to Flint’s quarters. She knocked once, then twice, before the door swung open. Flint stood there, his brow furrowed in concern.
“Luna? What’s wrong?”
It was Cedar’s birthday, a night that should have been about him—a night that was supposed to mark another year of his leadership, his power.
But for Lavender, it was a night that would forever be remembered as the night she took her life back.
She stood at the back of the room, her hand resting against the cool stone wall, watching the celebration unfold. Cedar stood in the center, surrounded by his allies, his gaze flickering between Fern and the other alphas. His smile was warm, his presence commanding, but to Lavender, it felt like a mask, hiding the truth she could no longer ignore.
The truth that he had betrayed her. The truth that he had chosen Fern over her. And now he was forcing them both to stand together in front of the pack, asking her to accept Fern as if she were nothing more than a shadow.
A sharp pang of grief twisted in her chest, but she pushed it down. Tonight, the grief would have no place. Tonight, she was done with pain.
Tonight, she was done with Cedar.
Lavender’s hands clenched into fists as she watched Cedar laugh at something Fern said, his arm casually draped over her shoulders. The sight burned through her, but she didn’t let herself look away. She had spent too many nights avoiding this moment, too many nights pretending everything was fine. It was time to face it. To face him.
She couldn’t stay in the background any longer. She couldn’t let him control her.
She was stronger now. She had trained. She had learned. And now, she was going to stand up for herself, even if it meant standing alone.
With one last deep breath, Lavender pushed off the wall and made her way through the crowd. She felt eyes on her as she moved. Curious, judging, wondering what she was going to do. It didn’t matter. None of it mattered anymore.
When she reached the center of the room, where Cedar stood, the noise around her seemed to quiet, as if the air itself held its breath.
Cedar’s eyes met hers. Fern, standing beside him, gave Lavender a sharp, almost triumphant look, as if daring her to make a scene.
Lavender’s heart hammered in her chest, but she didn’t look away. She couldn’t. Not now.
She took a step forward. “Cedar, I stand here tonight to make one thing clear: I reject you.”
The room went silent, every pair of eyes turning to her. She could feel the shock rippling through the air like a wave, and for a moment, she almost doubted herself. Almost. But the fire inside her burned too hot for doubt. She had come this far. She wasn’t turning back.
“I reject the bond we once shared,” she continued, and the words are flowing more easily now. “I reject the promises you made to me, the lies you’ve told. I reject everything that you’ve become. I, Lavender Fields, reject you, Alpha Cedar of Shadowfelt, as my mate!"
Cedar’s face hardened as his gaze shifted from her to Fern, whose expression had gone cold. Lavender could see it now—the fear in his eyes. Not of her, but of losing control. Of losing her.
“I don’t want this life,” Lavender said. “I don’t want a life where I’m just a shadow of someone else’s dream. I am not yours to claim. Not anymore.”
Fern stepped forward, her lips curling into a tight smile, but Lavender saw the fury hidden behind her eyes. She had been playing this game for too long, and now, it was time for her to take what she thought was hers.
“I won’t be here anymore, Cedar,” Lavender continued. “I won’t stand by and watch you tear me apart."
A heavy silence fell over the room. Cedar’s lips parted, as if he were about to say something, but the words never came. Instead, his eyes flashed with not just surprise but a flicker of panic.
For some reason, he felt the solid pain of the rejection even though he wasn't yet accepting it. He felt as if his soul was taken away in an instant. He didn't even see this one coming.
"HHow?" was the only question he managed to stammer out.
"You don't remember, do you?" Lavender chuckled bitterly. "I am a lunar wolf. I can reject my mate without their consent, and I have chosen to do so."
“Don’t do this." Cedar stood up slowly, unwrapping his arms around Fern. "We can work through it. I can fix this.”
“No.” Lavender shook her head. “I don’t need you to fix it. I don’t need you to make it better. I need to be free.”
Cedar’s mouth opened to counter, but then howls echoed through the forest. It was a sound of pure terror, and Lavender’s wolf growled dangerously in her mind.
“They are coming,” she whispered with closed eyes.
As the howls echoed through the night, Fern’s instincts kicked in. She didn’t hesitate. Without a word, she turned and bolted from the center of the room, her eyes scanning the crowd for Kane. Her mind raced with excitement. This was the moment she’d been planning for—the moment when everything would finally fall into place.
She quickly made her way through the guests, searching the edge of the hall where she knew he would be. And there he was. Kane, the Beta of the Bloodfang pack, stands tall and proud near the shadows. When their eyes met, he smiled, his dark eyes full of knowing.
Fern didn’t waste any time. She moved toward him quickly, giggling like a schoolgirl as she approached.
Without warning, she kissed him fiercely, a kiss full of heat and purpose. Kane kissed her back, his hands gripping her waist as he pulled her closer.
When they finally pulled apart, Kane grinned. "The Shadowfelt pack won’t stand a chance. You’re sure about this?”
Fern smiled back, her heart filled with satisfaction. “We’re going to destroy them. After tonight, you’ll be the Alpha, and I’ll be your Luna. Shadowfelt will be ours.”
Kane’s grin grew wider. “And what do I have to pay for all of this?”
Fern leaned in close. “All I ask for is your loyalty. When we take over, you’ll be the Alpha of both packs. Together, we’ll rule them all.”
Kane looked pleased with the offer. “That’s all I need. You have my loyalty, Fern.”
Her lips curled into a satisfied smile, but a flicker of caution passed through Kane’s eyes. “What about Cedar? He won’t just step aside.”
Fern’s smile turned colder. “Cedar won’t have a choice. After tonight, he’ll be gone. The pack will be yours. I’ll make sure of it.”
Kane’s eyes softened with reassurance, but he held Fern’s gaze for a moment longer. “Then let’s do this.”
Fern nodded. She turned her attention to one of the Bloodfang warriors in the shadows, sending a quick mindlink. “Take the silver bullet and shoot Kane. Right in the heart.”
The warrior’s face went blank for a moment before he nodded. “Yes, Luna.”
Without a second glance, he disappeared into the shadows. Kane, still unaware of what was happening, looked at Fern. His expression was full of confidence. “We’re unstoppable now. I can't believe we can easily take down the Alpha with this plan. But it's all because of you."
Fern didn’t respond right away. She just watched him for a long moment, a small smile playing on her lips.
Suddenly, the Bloodfang warrior emerged from the shadows, holding a crossbow aloft. He didn’t hesitate. The silver bullet shot through the air, striking Kane in the chest.
Kane gasped, his eyes widening in shock as the pain hit him. His hand shot to his chest, but it was too late. Blood seeped from the wound, his legs giving way as he collapsed to the ground.
Fern's heart remained steady. She watched calmly as Kane’s body hit the floor, his breaths shallow and strained. Kane’s eyes locked with hers, confusion and disbelief written all over his face. “Fern… What…?”
“Sorry, Kane,” Fern said softly. Her angelic face was so innocentlooking that it looked more scary than beautiful at that moment. “I prefer an Alpha like Cedar.”
Kane’s breath hitched, and he tried to push himself up, but his body was already growing weaker. “I thought we… I thought you—”
Fern crouched beside him. “You were always just a tool to me, Kane. I needed you for a time, but now you’re useless.”
Kane gasped for air. “You… You lied… I—”
“No,” Fern interrupted. “I didn’t lie. You just didn’t see it. You were always meant to fall. Now, die like the Beta you always were.”
Kane’s hand fell to the ground, his body going limp as life left him. Fern watched, unblinking, as his last breath escaped him. The blood from the silver bullet stained his chest, and his eyes glazed over in death.
She stood up, looking down at him with no emotion. There was no sense of guilt or remorse in her. This was just the next step in her plan. Now with Kane out of the way, the path was clear.
Fern turned to the warrior who had taken the shot. “Good job. Now, make sure no one knows it was me. Keep it quiet for now. We don’t need any distractions.”
The warrior nodded and disappeared into the shadows as Fern turned her back on Kane’s body. The pack was still fighting outside, the howls of battle ringing through the night.
But Fern didn’t care about that anymore. She had what she needed. The Shadowfelt pack was on the brink of destruction, and soon it would be hers. She would be the Luna. And no one, not even Lavender, would stand in her way.
Cedar was the first to react. He barked orders at the warriors stationed at the entrance. “Find out what’s going on! Now!” His voice carried the authority of an Alpha, but there was an edge of unease that didn’t go unnoticed.
Within moments, a scout came rushing in, his face pale and his chest heaving. “Alpha, it’s the Bloodfang pack. They’re attacking from the northern border.”
The room erupted into chaos. Cedar’s jaw clenched as he turned to the warriors. “Everyone, move out! Defend the pack!”
His gaze fell on Lavender, and for a brief moment, their eyes locked. She could see it—the sudden realization, the unspoken apology. He knew now that she had been right. The warning she’d tried to give him, the threat she’d uncovered, was real. But there was no time for apologies or explanations. The pack was under siege.
As the warriors transformed into their wolf forms and charged out into the night, Lavender stood frozen. The panic of the pack members swirled around her. Mothers clutched their children, elders huddled together, and young wolves looked to one another, uncertain of what to do. Her heart ached for them, torn between the urge to run and the call to protect.
"Shit!" She took a deep breath, steeling herself. “Gather in the safe rooms,” she called out. "Stay together and stay quiet.”
Lavender moved quickly, helping the vulnerable find safety. Her senses were sharp, every sound and movement standing out in the chaos. When she reached the edge of the packhouse grounds, she saw the battle unfold. The Bloodfang wolves were fierce, their massive bodies breaking through defenses with brutal strength. The air was filled with growls, the sound of claws and teeth clashing, and the sharp, metallic smell of blood.
Cedar was in the thick of it, his wolf form locked in a fierce battle with the Bloodfang Alpha. His strength was obvious, but Lavender could see the strain. For every enemy he brought down, it felt like two more took their place.
As the fight raged on, Lavender's eyes scanned the battlefield. She looked for Fern but couldn’t find her. A bitter anger rose inside her. Fern had planned this, and now she was nowhere to be found, leaving the pack to face the mess she’d created.
A sharp cry pulled Lavender’s attention. A young wolf, barely out of adolescence, was cornered by two Bloodfang warriors. Without thinking, Lavender sprang into action. She shifted into her wolf and charged towards the enemy.
“Go!” she shouted, and the young wolf didn’t hesitate, darting toward the safety of the packhouse.
Lavender turned her attention to the second attacker, who lunged at her with a snarl. She dodged, and the wolf’s claws grazed her furred arm. Pain shot through her, but she didn’t let it slow her down. She reached out, her grip pressing against the wolf’s side. The wolf yelped, stumbling back before retreating into the darkness.
As the battle raged on, Lavender continued to move through the chaos, healing the wounded and shielding the vulnerable. She found herself fighting alongside Beta Flint, whose ferocity rivaled even Cedar's. Together, they successfully reversed the situation, forcing the Bloodfang wolves to retreat incrementally.
Finally, as dawn began to break, the Bloodfang pack retreated, their numbers decimated. The battlefield was littered with the injured and the fallen, the ground stained with blood. The surviving warriors collapsed in exhaustion, their breaths ragged.
The pack members emerged cautiously from the safe rooms. They gathered around the injured, their voices low as they assessed the damage. Lavender wasted no time, her hands glowing as she moved from one warrior to the next, closing wounds and easing pain.
The gratitude in their eyes was humbling. “Thank you, Luna,” one warrior murmured. “You saved us.”
Lavender shook her head. “I only did what I could. Rest now. You’ve earned it.”
As she finished healing the last of the injured, Cedar approached her. His wolf form had shifted back, and he was covered in scratches and bruises. But it wasn’t his injuries that caught her attention. It was the look in his eyes—a mix of admiration and regret.
“Lavender,” he began.
She held up a hand, cutting him off. “Don’t. This isn’t the time for apologies.”
Cedar’s gaze flicked to Flint, who stood nearby, his arms crossed. “How did you know?” Cedar asked him.
Flint’s expression was unreadable as he replied, “Luna Lavender warned me. She discovered the threat and made sure I was prepared.”
The pack members around them murmured their thanks to Flint, their admiration clear. Cedar’s shoulders sagged slightly, the weight of his failure pressing down on him.
Lavender turned to Flint. “Thank you for listening. You saved them. All of them.”
He nodded. “You’re the one who saw the danger. You’re the one who deserves their gratitude.”
She smiled faintly, but it didn’t reach her eyes. The battle was won, but the wounds ran deeper than she could heal. She turned back to Cedar. “This will be the last kindness I give to this pack. I’ve done my part. Now, I’m leaving.”
His eyes widened. “Lavender, wait. Please don't leave me. The pack needs you. I need you."
Lavender felt the sting of his words cut deep into her chest. Her eyes burned with unshed tears, but she refused to let them fall. She had fought so hard for this pack, for him, and yet he only saw her as a tool.
"I gave everything I had to this pack, and to you, and it was never enough. But I’m not your tool, Cedar. I’m not your decoration. I’m done. And I'm leaving."
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After Leaving Her Ex-Alpha, Luna Pursued Her Freedom
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